I always thought it was just a dream, but this dream was too long, too long, too real... My eyes were so sore that I couldn't squeeze a single tear from my body, my blood flowed backwards, my hands and feet were cold and trembling, and there was still the baby I swear to God with my life that even if I fall into eighteen muddy plows and never get ultrasound, I will step on the corpses of those people and engulf their souls forever and ever