If Feng Xiaoqi's current view is completely serious, it only means that she is still a teenager.

Xiao Chongshu was able to make up for her. Perhaps it was not a bad thing to let them try to get along with each other. After all, the foreign domain also requires talents with outstanding talents in all aspects such as strength, vision, and experience. According to Feng Xiaoqi, the strength of the foreign domain is probably still a long way from the inner domain.

"I agree with you, Sister Qi. If it weren't for such a coincidence, I would have been happy to end this fate simply and neatly.

But the actual situation is not just about what I want. If the Jun family had not discovered the existence of my child and me back then, there would not have been a chain reaction. It can only be said that things are really coincidental. However, neither Junlin nor I were the ones who could turn a blind eye to the child. I refused to let go, and he refused to let go, so he chose to take one step at a time to make a compromise.

He would fall in love with me, beyond my expectations and beyond his own expectations. If he had known that this last step would have been, Junlin would probably hesitate to marry me."

Unfortunately, things in the world are unpredictable. A person who hates marriage and love so much will fall in love one day. He discovered it too late that he had no chance to get out in time.

Feng Xiaoqi looked at her with a particularly strange look, as if she was a naughty man, without blinking.

"What's wrong?"

"It seems you are really a fool. I'm a little worried about what the Feng family will do in the future."

Feng Shu couldn't laugh or cry.

"Sister Qi, it's because your communication is too simple, so you can see everything so clearly. When you get older and experience more, you will know that many things are not so clear in black and white. In fact, there will be a large gray area in the middle. Junlin and I are just the difference between the first meeting, which is really bad, but in fact, we were highly consistent in our attitude towards marriage and children at the beginning, otherwise we wouldn't have said that we would get married."

"If you didn't disappear later and returned to the Feng family and stayed in the Jun family all the time, you two will definitely dislike me and I dislike you. The child is also likely to grow up in this abnormal way of getting along with you, and later he doesn't even know what happiness is. It is precisely because you have disappeared one after another, and the concept of parents only exists in his imagination, so many of the disbeliefs are covered up.

But in the future he may still know his birth secret, what will you do then?"

Feng Shu sighed.

"When I got married, I was afraid that my children would live in such criticism since I was a child, so I would like to delay if I could, and give him a healthy childhood life as much as possible. It is best to be able to hide it. There is really no way. Junlin and I never thought of refusing to admit it. He would tell him what he wanted to know. Anyway, by the time he needed to tell him, he was already an adult, had enough ability to withstand right and wrong.

Maybe it will indeed feel disillusioned as you are worried, but as long as he has a little rationality, he will know his parents' painstaking efforts. No matter how he chooses, there will be something inappropriate.

Is it necessary to be a more suitable choice to not get married from the beginning, refuse the Jun family and stay in Sada Star to live? At that time, we were exposed. Not only did the Federal Military Department know about Feng Shengzhe's existence, but the interstellar pirates would also attack us at any time.

If I were the only one, even if I could not fight back, there would be some way to hide and wait for the future. Feng Yun is still young and needs a normal life. I cannot let him and Feng Shengzhe live a displaced life with me. If there is no choice, that would be fine, but when the Jun family appears, entering the Jun family means that the threat of interstellar pirates is greatly reduced. At least, the safety and normal life of the two children can be guaranteed. Before adulthood, I don’t need to worry about their safety."

Feng Xiaoqi felt that she didn't understand the key points.

"At that time, when you were isolated and helpless, it was of course the best way to enter the Jun family. But you did something wrong later.

If you don’t want to get married, you shouldn’t get married. Especially in your situation, how can Junlin have the attitude to propose marrying you? How can you have the courage to marry him?

I moved into Jun’s house just to ensure safety. I know your own affairs. Even if I don’t get married, will he not protect the children? According to what you said, he can’t turn a blind eye to the children. Since that’s the case, why do you still get married? If both of you are reluctant, why do you still have to get involved with the law? In the words of my uncle, you were all asking for trouble at the beginning.”

"It is indeed inappropriate to think so. But what we did at the beginning was not to say that we would not have any involvement in the future, but to not want the child's background to be pointed out. Even if the matter between Junlin and me was not exposed, I lived in the Jun family and had children, but Junlin did not marry me. What kind of rumors do you think there will be outside? No, if you don't mention outside, what will happen in the Jun family?

Feng Xiaoshi was loved by her elders, and she has always been very well-behaved in front of others, but what was the result? She still couldn't stop others from looking at her with the eyes of an illegitimate daughter in private.

Children who grow up through rumors have a high chance of developing a stubborn and overly aggressive personality, or on the contrary, forming a cowardly and cowardly personality. Once formed, it will be difficult to break through again.

Compared to this situation, Junlin and I hope that their children can grow up in a stable family atmosphere. No matter whether they are sunny or gloomy in the future, their mentality is always stable, their sense of security is always real, and they always have confidence in their hearts. Even if they know that our marriage is nothing, they already have enough confidence, confidence, and recognition to bear all this."

Feng Xiaoqi frowned again, "You still haven't figured out what the key point is. This is your life. From beginning to end, the choices should start from your own perspective, rather than compromise for the sake of your children. Do you understand?

The words you keep saying are actually sacrificed to fulfill your child’s so-called growth environment. The King’s Landing thinks this way, and we don’t look into it in depth. But why do you do this?

You obviously grew up in an environment where your parents are loving and harmonious with their families, didn’t you? Even if you encounter a major blow later, the background of life is still heavy. The love of your parents can support your rest of your life and make you always believe that just like when your parents were still there, you have always been an extremely precious existence and a treasure that no one can replace.

But what are you doing? You ruined yourself. You are hurting your parents' hearts and the hearts of us who are still alive. You think the child is more important than you. If that child is the child you gave birth to with the man you love, it is understandable. But he is not. He is..."

Perhaps he realized that too straightforward words would also humiliate innocent children, and Feng Xiaoqi's words ended abruptly.

Feng Shu smiled and gently touched her hand, "It's okay, Sister Qi, just say something. It's rare to get along with me, there's no need to hide it.

I had already expected this situation when I decided to give birth to him. And when I met Junlin, he was furious and asked me why I had to give birth to the child, so that both of them could not move forward or retreat.

He wanted to kill me because he lost control. He always felt that instead of waiting for the child to discover the mystery of his origin, it would make us doomed at the same time. He simply wanted to drag me to die together. We were not without conflicts at the beginning. I also had murderous intentions and tried to kill him because of this. If the Jun family had not had elders who had discovered the movements of us in time and were always paying attention to preventing us from quarrels, we would have killed each other long ago.

We didn't want Feng Shengzhe to know about the things in his early years. He now looks like a relatively withdrawn and sensitive personality. Although he has no lack of security and stronger self-confidence, it has caused adverse effects because he has not accompanied his parents. This is what Junlin and I are deeply sorry for. It is also the biggest reason why we all hope that twins can grow under our knees.

What is the importance of how the child comes from? There is no way to accept it, of course it is very important. Once he accepts his existence, he will suddenly become clear and everything will go with the flow. Junlin and I did not expect the entanglement that would happen later, but we did reach a consensus in a very short time - we both hope that the child will grow up safely and healthily. We do not want to establish a family, but since the child is here, we hope to do our best to provide him with a home. Even if that home is not good, broken, and shaky, the home is a home.

The name thing is sometimes a burden, sometimes a force. Who knows what will happen?

No one knows what the future is, no one understands what will happen in their life. At the beginning, I regarded Junlin and my children as bad kids, and Junlin also regarded me and my children as beasts. We both hate each other and fear children. But people are really strange. Once they bit the bullet and fight, many unacceptable difficulties will collapse, and they are so vulnerable that they seem to have never existed.

Look, Junlin and I have been in the marriage for decades now. What’s even more ridiculous is that we actually gave birth to two more children.

Is it absurd? Feng Shengzhe's birth is extremely absurd, and the birth of the two children is also absurd enough now. But to be honest, whether it is Junlin or me, I don't feel like the arrival of these two children as before. Instead, I feel uneasy, curious with expectation, blessings, and inexplicable guilt towards Feng Shengzhe.

Becoming a mother again is complicated, and I can't even tell why I have to give up on them again? In this kind of place, even if I give up these two children, no one will know that they have existed. Such despicable thoughts have been tossed many times in my heart. But every time, I hate my despicableness afterwards. Every time, I will become more clearly aware that their arrival, like Feng Shengzhe, has their own legitimacy.

No matter how you look at it, the three of them are all fate with Junlin and me. Thinking of this, perhaps Junlin and I are really in love with each other, which is far more entangled than ordinary people.

I even gave up the idea of ​​having a child divorced him immediately once he became an adult. Time couldn't help but push it to a hundred or two years later, just like an excuse, just to see what he and I would look like at that time. Is it resentment, hatred, or still trusting each other, but not able to cultivate a friendship between men and women, or if they really fell in love.

Sister Qi, do you know? Curiosity about a person often means the beginning of love. I am not curious about Junlin, but I am curious about the relationship between myself and him. I want to see what the result will be after a long interpretation of our situation. There are too many variables in this, so many that it is unimaginable. Just like our encounter, as well as our current location, it is unpredictable.

But it was also because of this unpredictable change that attracted my interest. I was really curious whether there would be more unexpected results, whether it would be a shock, or a surprise, or, purely as it is now, neither salty nor light, and not shocked at all."

Feng Xiaoqi was silent for a few minutes before sighing.

"Forget it, maybe you are really so deep that ordinary people can't imagine it. If you weren't destined enough, you wouldn't have had three children at all. No matter what the beginning was, it seems that your relationship is indeed neither salty nor bland, neither good nor bad.

Children always have hope. If there is hope, there will be solutions. If there is variables, the situation will not remain unchanged. The good will become bad, and the bad will become better.

Maybe I was too resistant to your encounter from the beginning, so I felt that you were not suitable at all from beginning to end. But who knows how to live? Grandma said it well, marriage is like a person knowing the warmth and coldness of water. No matter what outsiders say, it’s good to have a clear idea in your heart. Life is your own, and marriage is your own. You have to choose to live your life with, what kind of people give birth to children, and what way to cultivate children with are all your choices."

Feng Shu smiled sincerely, "Thank you, Sister Qi."

"What do you thank me?"

"Thank you to bless me."

Feng Xiaoqi glanced at her mouth, "I didn't wish you and Junlin. I just hope you have a good life and give me one of them. Whether it's a big or a small one, just one will be fine. The custody will be built into a qualified Feng family from beginning to end, and I will never dare to scatter because of the existence of the Jun family."

Feng Shu was so amused and crying. It turns out that this guy hasn't forgotten this incident yet?

"Give me a gift. Anyway, the Xiao family's genes are not bad, so few children born are stupid. Why not give it a try?"

"Are you blessing me?"

Feng Xiaoqi smiled.
Chapter completed!