Chapter 740 Price
"Of course, no matter who you fall in love, who you marry, or who you have children, I will sincerely wish you."
Feng Xiaoqi glanced at her, "You say that, it seems like I am a person who is a man of distraction. He fell in love with this person, but married another person, and finally had children with another person. I look like such a strange person?"
"You misunderstood, Sister Qi. I don't mean this at all. But don't be too conservative. Although it is not recommended to love each other, practicing true knowledge and talking about more partners will make it easier to find someone who suits you. Just as you said before, we are still young and there is no need to hang ourselves on a tree."
"Will you use this reason to convince me, why don't you put yourself in your heart? You say that Junlin is a person who is both good and evil. If you are entangled with this type of person for a lifetime, you will never be able to decide whether it is good or bad. If you try to face it actively, he may let go earlier. The more negative you are, the more he presses step by step. In the end, even if he is willing to let you go at the beginning, there is no way to do it later. He can only drag you together and doom.
The word "no return" is not auspicious."
Feng Xiaoqi looked like a tone that all Feng's family deserved happiness, and she felt a little disappointed in her reaction.
Fengshu laughed and cried.
"Sister Qi, you are so cute. It seems that the great grandfather and the others know your temperament, so that you can go to the battlefield to play your strengths early."
"What's the meaning?"
"Your concept of right and wrong is too strong. When you encounter a messy interpersonal relationship, you often prefer to cut off with one knife and not in the mood to talk clichés with others. The circling clouds and mountains are a waste of time for you, but for those who are used to measuring the power of people, that is the more common way of doing things."
"That's because they are not strong enough. As long as they are strong enough, they can move forward bravely. What is the shortest distance between two points? Straight line. This is the most efficient way to deal with it. Since they are capable of doing it, why not get it in one step?"
Feng Xiaoqi is full of confidence.
"Even if you are strong enough, the entire Feng family is strong enough. However, Sister Qi will always have weak people in the circle of the strongest.
You cannot think that you are perfect. In this case, when moving straight forward, you need to consider the ability of those people who are included under your wings. Can they keep up with your efficiency? If you can bear it, what kind of way and what kind of appearance will it be? If you can't bear it, what will it be, what will it be, what lessons can you learn, and how can you train it in the future?
We are changing, our opponents will also change, we are improving, and our enemies will also improve. Our strength can be strong enough, and those who can be called our opponents and enemies will definitely not be too weak. When two strong people meet, there will always be ups and downs. We may not be the eternal winner, and the other party may not be the eternal loser.
Unless you have achieved your best, you must consider everything at any time, rather than show yourself to the strongest side and measure everything at the level of the strongest part."
"To achieve his merits in one battle?"
Feng Xiaoqi was a little confused by this statement. Feng Shu explained in detail, and she actually nodded.
"You are talking about a race war between humans and Zergs, right? That kind of war breaks out, we humans do need to deal with it with all our strength. It is best to be in place at one time. Otherwise, we will fall into a long tug-of-war and eventually humans will suffer greater losses. The Zerg's reproduction ability is too strong. Even if they are seriously injured, the entire race will be dying. In less than a few hundred years, they can grow to a spectacular level and make a comeback. If we can achieve the best of our efforts, I dare to be the pioneer, sacrifice my head and shed blood."
Feng Shu laughed silently.
After all this, this person was more willing to shine on the battlefield.
"Sister Qi, what is marriage and love and children for you? Have you ever thought about it?"
"Of course I have thought about it. I am also a woman. Men will think about things. How could I not think about it at all? Family does not have to have it, but if there is one, there will be even more regrets. Children do not have it, but if there is one, life will be more interesting.
For someone like me who has long no longer cared about life and death, the happiest way to live life is of course to be on the battlefield for a lifetime. If I can successfully resolve the racial war, I am willing to die on the battlefield. If I am lucky enough to die, I will be a traveler after the war and go around and take a look.
Did you know? For a long time, the most regrettable thing I had was not not meeting a man who could be right, but my life seemed to be a fight in addition to training. The most common color I saw was the blood primary color of different types of insects, and the taste was also different smells emitted by different insects. Even my diet, I have tried various insect meats that could be used as food.
To be honest, it tastes delicious, but after a while, I feel a little nauseous. Now I can still eat insect meat to survive, but there is no way I can do it as irrelevant as before. I don’t want to eat it.
It’s probably time to relax. Of course, fighting will never make me feel bored, but I’ve been in that kind of combat environment and found that I am like an ordinary person. I can recover quickly through rest and diet. But the mental fatigue must be set aside for a period of time to adjust slowly, and I can’t be anxious.”
"In your opinion, do you think men and children are optional? If there is, it is icing on the cake, and if there is no, you can be happy and free and comfortable?"
"That's about that. I don't have a strong desire to pursue love.
From childhood to adulthood, my emotions have been very stable, not as stable as a child. I have always been calm when I first appeared on the battlefield. It seems that from beginning to end, my uncle was injured, my mother passed away, and Xiaojiu disappeared like my father. These things made me feel uncomfortable. As long as there is relevant news, my heart will fluctuate. At other times, I have always lived a dull life. Compared with your life, it is very boring.
Maybe I am a relatively boring person, so I like to live such a life.”
Feng Xiaoqi's self-mockery made Feng Shu smile slightly.
"I know someone. Although I have been walking around since I was very young, I have only one goal for myself, which is to improve my own strength. What he calls strength is not comprehensive strength, but force. It seems that he has experienced many things, but the focus of life remains unchanged. After analysis like this, his life is quite boring and boring."
Feng Xiaoqi was aroused of curiosity, "Who is it? Is it possible for me to know each other?"
Feng Shu shook his head, "I don't know either. If you have the chance, you may be able to take it back to Feng's house so that everyone can know him. He has always been misty and is often laughed at by us as the dragon who is not seen. Now, it is even more rare to see him at first. To be honest, I also want to know where he is now. But no matter where he is, he will definitely work hard like before."
"I'm curious, is he the one you really like. When you talk about him, you're very... gentle?"
Feng Xiaoqi's words made Feng Shu laugh and cry.
"Gentle? What a goosebumpy word."
"To be honest, who is it? Didn't you say you were still very young when you met Junlin? It was easy to fall in love with someone when you were young, right?"
"Why didn't Sister Qi fall in love with a man when she was young?"
Feng Xiaoqi retorted, "I am very young now, so why don't I fall in love with Xiao Chongshu?"
"Yes, Sister Qi, you'll make sense no matter what you say."
"Who is he? Why do you say that with that look? I dare say that if Junlin knew, he would definitely be jealous."
"Sister Qi, you are quite suitable for Xiao Chongshu. He is just like you, so keen."
"Don't change the subject."
Feng Shu thought for a while, "My family. Although I think so, I have never seen him before. Perhaps because of this, I am full of yearning."
"Are you sure you are your family? We are your family."
Feng Xiaoqi didn't know what to react.
"Well, maybe it's just the person I imagined. Who knows. People are too lonely and often turn into madmen."
Feng Shu laughed at herself.
"Then don't think about it anymore. No matter how perfect the person you imagine is, it is also illusory. We are your real family, just look at us."
"Sister Qi, based on this reaction alone, you are the Feng family, and I will perform well."
"Don't be deliberately expressed, you can do whatever you want, just be as good as the family. You value your children so much, and Junlin also value your children so much. In fact, you can really take them back to the inner domain. No matter how good the outer domain is, the average level is not as good as the inner domain. No matter how much the Jun family attaches importance to their children, their strength cannot be stronger than the Feng family. They will definitely not object. Who doesn't want their descendants to have a better future?"
"Sister Qi, this kind of thing depends on fate. When fate comes, it will follow your wishes no matter what. If fate is not, it will not be forced."
"After all the time, you still don't want to give me the child. Is the Feng family so unworthy of your peace of mind?"
Feng Shu smiled, "Sister Qi, provoking the law does not work for me. The child is not my final say. The two younger Junlins will not agree. The older ones already have their own opinions, let alone speak. The Feng family can have me, and the child does not need to stand on the side."
"You are really stupid. You are raised by the Feng family and are closer to you. You are raised by the Jun family and are closer to Junlin. Since you have made up your mind to divorce him, you have to look at the long term. It is not good to take one step at a time, and you are prone to fall into a passive state."
"Well, if you want to fight, of course it's the case. But I don't want to fight, and King's Landing won't fight. Whatever the children want to do in the future is up to them. No matter what, we all hope they will live a good life.
If you have to kidnap your child's feelings, you will not reach an agreement from the beginning."
Feng Xiaoqi expressed doubts about this.
"You were so young and just lost your parents, so you must be very uneasy. How can you be able to reach an agreement as you wish?
Junlin is so many years older than you, and he must be cunning and experienced than you. Are there any loopholes in your so-called agreement? Now I want to talk about it, let me take a look for you?"
Feng Shu was really amused and crying.
"What do you think? You haven't even had a relationship, so why do you still have some experience?"
Feng Xiaoqi immediately caught the loophole, "Have you been in love? Who? Is it the so-called family member just now?"
"No. Sister Qi, don't guess. I will tell you if I can say anything. I usually don't want to say anything that I can't say. I am a person who wants to let it go after the past, and always takes it out and chews it, and it will cause trouble if it's okay."
"I'm not someone else, even if you tell me, it's no big deal."
"It's not the relationship between our own people and others, but myself. I don't want to talk too much about the past with people, because I am not as strong as I seem."
"If you are not strong, who is strong? You won't talk too much."
Feng Xiaoqi perseveres.
"That family-like existence is like an older brother. Will you fall in love with your own brother? I won't."
"That means there is another person. Let's talk about it, who? Are you good-looking? How strong is your character? What about your character? The person you like must be better than Junlin."
Feng Shu couldn't laugh or cry.
"Sister Qi, don't be in trouble with Junlin. Really, he is not as bad as you imagined, and I am not as good as you imagined.
Junlin is actually very family-oriented and caring for people. He just has awkward personality, so communication is sometimes not smooth. In general, he is still very principled and bottom-line, and is much more reliable than many hypocritical people."
Feng Xiaoqi felt that there was something wrong with her mind again, "Did he control you with drugs? Or did he use mental power to suggest you? Why don't others always say you are good or he is bad?
If he is a good person, it would be fine, but he is an honest person, but he is not. He is a criminal, which is very different. Regardless of whether he has difficulties or not, he has committed a crime against you. This is a fact and nothing can be covered up.
You must admit your mistakes, and you must bear the blame for your crimes. It cannot be the same as if he has not made it intentional or framed by others.
Sin means guilt. You can't just say that I, the person involved, have forgiven him, so everything is eliminated.
This is not how the world works.”
Feng Shu thought that this matter had returned to the beginning, and he didn't know how many times would he face such similar situations in the future.
"Sister Qi, you are too clear about black and white. If the people do not procure, the officials do not investigate. Some things are not beautiful if they involve too much investigation. The truth needs to be paid. I don't want to pay this price, nor will I be willing to pay the price.
Even if he is willing to make up for his mistakes through the law, will this open and upright approach definitely make everyone live a better life?
If he took the initiative to go to jail for the mistake he made, in his capacity, he was destined to be unable to keep it confidential. Ordinary people may not know, but people from the upper class will definitely know.
For the Jun family, his reputation is discouraged. For the child, his reason for existence becomes so unbearable, and his life will feel disillusioned. In the future, he will not be able to get close to the Jun family, nor will he be willing to get close to me. What will he become?"
I will be lonely all my life, unwilling to get close to others, nor open my heart to let others approach.
Chapter completed!