Chapter 1

When I opened the door, I still habitually shouted "I'm back". Although there was no response as always, it didn't matter. I was used to it. First, Yi Tian was not always there, and second, even if he was there, he never responded to me.

I pulled my suitcase into the house. This time I went to City A for a week on a business trip, and followed the manager to the factory every day. At night, I had to drink with those bosses and went back to the hotel until midnight. I vomited in the toilet and didn't know what time it was when I really fell asleep. I didn't have a good rest for a few days, and I was exhausted now, so I just wanted to take a shower and jumped on the bed and have a good sleep.

When I bent down to change my shoes, I found two pairs of shoes on the ground. I was stunned and walked into the living room, and immediately heard the sweet gasp coming from the direction of the bedroom.

I stayed where I was.

"Yi Tian...be gentle...be gentle...a..." The voice became louder and louder.

Listening to the moaning sound, my heart seemed to have been poked with a needle to hundreds of dense holes, causing me to tremble all over.

Suddenly I remembered a news story I had seen. When my wife came home, she found her husband and mistress slut in bed. She was angry and held the knife to kill the two of them. At this moment, I suddenly admired this wife. She could at least turn the pain into anger and die together. And I could only tremble like an epilepsy patient, holding the sofa and sitting down slowly so that I would not fall to the ground in embarrassment.

In fact, humans have the instinct to avoid pain. Just like now, every cell in the body is trembling and clamoring to leave this place, but I clenched my fists and sat here no matter how painful it was, just like self-abuse.

Something in my heart is rapidly losing. I am glad that the inexplicable and resolute love that has never been shaken since I took root has disappeared from my heart little by little. At the same time, I can only watch the collapse of my inner world and helpless.

When I was a child, I accidentally saw a picture on TV. The world in the eyes of a boy was black and white, but when he saw a certain girl, he saw the color. Starting from the figure of a girl, the color slowly became more colorful and bright. The blue sky and the red cherry blossoms, and the world of a boy became colorful and bright little by little.

During that time, when I closed my eyes, I saw this gorgeous picture. I told myself: One day, I will wait for such a person to save my hopeless and dark life and bring me light and hope.

Then now, my light and hope to roll the sheets in my room with people in my bedroom.

I exhaled and got up again to pick up my luggage at the door. Maybe it was so painful that I could be numb, or in fact, the storage of pain in the human body was limited. This time I was very stimulating. I finally used them all at once and didn't have to torture them anymore.

I pulled the box into the living room, and the two of them were probably finished, and there was no sound in the room. Open the box and I took out the things I bought for Yi Tian that occupied two-thirds of the space. The food he liked, he piled up on the table. I found a big bag from the cabinet, put all the things in, and prepared to throw them away after a while. Looking at the bag, I felt sore in my teeth. What is the difference between this and throwing money?

I turned my head and saw Yi Tian pushing the door and walking out. The man's lower jeans were naked, his forehead was a little sweaty, and his high nose bridge was coldly pursed. He saw that there was no look of surprise on my face, but he just poured a glass of water and poured it down. I stared at his Adam's apple that was rolling up and down, and looked at the handsome side face I had missed for a week. I thought in my heart that I would throw it together with the cup for a while, otherwise it would not be disinfected. Another exquisite and beautiful boy came out of the bedroom. If I were the kind of person who threw it on the street and couldn't find it even with a magnifying glass, he was the type that would become the focus wherever he went.

I thought he would be surprised and shy when he saw me. After all, this is my family. The one who just pressed on him was my lover. Who knew that he didn't look at me at all, so he smiled faintly at Yi Tian and said, "I'm leaving" and left. I shook my head and looked at his back, and sighed that this child was really tall. It was more than one level higher than those little boys who used to slept with Yi Tian and mocked me for showing off his power. But these had nothing to do with me, let them do it.

I should have put the clothes in the box back into the bedroom, but I don’t want to go in now. It’s not because I don’t dare to face it. I’m worried that the smell inside can directly smoke me, so I had to talk about the main thing first.

"Yi Tian, ​​let's break up." My voice was as calm as if I was saying, "The weather is so good today." Even I was a little surprised at my calmness.

The man opposite put down his cup and raised his eyebrows at me, and said for a while: "Have we been together?"

I suddenly realized and thought that I was really stupid and could say such things. Where did we say that we were together? Yu Yitian was just a free tool for venting lust, or a tool for venting lust that he used all his despicable means to keep him silent.

I walked into the study, opened the locked cabinet under the desk, took out a file bag inside, opened the bag to confirm the photos and negatives inside, and got up and walked out. It was these things, I tied him to stay by my side for 3 years.

I walked up to him and handed the bag over, "The photo and the negatives are inside."

He didn't reach out to pick it up, but just a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth and asked me, "What the hell do you want to do?"

I looked at his distrustful expression and felt extremely empty. He probably thought I had set up another game for him to jump, so even if he had been looking for something he had been desperately looking for for three years, he would not dare to take it over.

It's not his fault. Three years ago, I drugged him and had sex with him, and took photos to threaten him to be with me. These photos were my only bargaining chips. If I lost them, I would not only lose him, but probably wouldn't even be able to save my life. It would be strange if he could accept it without doubt if I could hand it over to him easily.

In fact, even if the photos of Yitian were leaked, no one dared to send them out openly. But what does it matter? His personality would not allow one more person to see those photos at all. So I still succeeded and successfully kept him by my side. Even though I was beaten to the hospital later, I was very excited and happy.

I thought everything would be fine. As long as I work hard, I will be nice to him, best to him, and better to him, he will definitely be moved and accept that I will fall in love with me.

I was so naive and stupid at that time. If I don’t understand this world, I won’t be able to gain something if I give my efforts.

I stuffed the bag into his hand, "You are free, and no one can threaten you again."

He frowned and looked at me while pulling open the bag. When he saw those unbearable photos, his face immediately changed, as if he had seen something extremely disgusting.

I was a little tired and so tired that I couldn't open my eyes. Finally, I went to the bedroom to find the bed, air conditioner, and was taken to the living room to prepare for a sleep on the sofa.

Yi Tian still stood in the living room without moving. Perhaps happiness came too suddenly and he was caught off guard. I ignored him and leaned on the sofa to fall asleep. Suddenly, a strong force pulled me up. I opened my eyes, Yi Tian grabbed my collar and looked at me fiercely: "What the hell do you want to do!"

I looked up at the ceiling. The lights on the ceiling were broken and old, and the walls were wrinkled and yellow, and they exuded a decay like their owners. After a while, I heard my empty voice, "Yi Tian, ​​this is my home..."

What I hope most since I was a child is just to have a home. When the orphanage was picked up like a commodity and returned, when I was excluded and bullied at school, and when I was lying in bed in the middle of the night and burned to death, the only thought in my mind was: It would be great if I had a home.

When I grew up, I finally got a home. Although the house was rented, although it was small and dilapidated, and although the only family member did not love me, it didn't matter, I was already satisfied.

I just didn't expect that Yi Tian hated me for being here and wanted to bring people here to humiliate me to the extreme.

Since we were together, he has hurt me in various ways to test me, and enjoyed seeing my pain and finding my bottom line. Congratulations on him for finally hitting the deadliest part of me this time, which made me so painful that I didn’t even have the strength to hold on to him.

Yi Tian looked at me coldly, suddenly shook his hand and got up, went to the bedroom to get clothes, grabbed the head of the document bag, and left without looking back.

After a "bang", the house returned to tranquility.

Before I fell asleep in a daze, I thought to myself that everything was finally over.

Three years of hard work will be nothing after all.
Chapter completed!