Chapter 3

I often hear people say that no matter how painful life is, it will continue. So, when the right to survive is deprived, how can we continue to live?

I've thought about losing my job, but I didn't expect it to be such an embarrassing way.

The manager looked at me with a dark face, "This morning, everyone in our company received this photo in the mailbox. Muran, I don't want to discriminate against your sexuality, but I can't stand the company's reputation being damaged because of you."

I looked at the photos in the manager's email, with a blank expression on my face.

The two men in the photo were hugging each other and kissing each other. Because the distance was a bit far, their faces were a little blurred. But the man facing the camera could indeed be said to be me, at least as good as seven or eight points. If I hadn't been sure that I had lived until now, except Yi Tian, ​​I would almost doubt which period of peach blossom history of me was.

There was also a paragraph in the email address, which roughly said that I was not only a disgusting homosexual, but also shamelessly seduced someone else's husband.

I felt like I was almost laughing out loud. The bloody plot that was common in TV and magazines actually fell on me, but the shameless mistress changed her gender and became a man.

At this time, I don't feel humiliated or angry.

Actually, I want to ask the people around me what I do to seduce others in this way? Even if I wash it and lie on other people's bed, they will probably only feel that they are not good enough.

After retracting my thoughts, I said to the manager, "I understand, I will hand over the resignation report."

The manager rubbed his eyebrows and waved at me impatiently.

When I walked to the door, I paused, turned around and bowed to the manager: "Thank you for your care all the time." Then I opened the door and walked out without waiting for him to answer.

Actually, I still feel sad inside. After all, this is a company that I have been in for three years since I graduated. Although it is very hard and tiring to go on business with the manager, I have learned a lot. I have always thought that if I keep working hard like this, my life may get better and better.

It's just a pity... Forget it, don't think about it anymore.

This is what I deserve.

After packing up my things and walking out of the company, people were watching me whispering along the way, and even heard the conversation "Look, he is that gay!" and "Gay looks like this..." several times. It was really angry and funny.

When I got home, I accidentally saw the rented wife knocking on the door. I hurried over and said, "Aunt Yu, is there anything wrong with me?"

The rented wife looked at me and said hesitantly: "That... Xiao Mu... I'm really embarrassed... This... I just can't rent the house to you..."

I was stunned and asked, "Aren't the contract for this year signed? Is there something wrong?"

The renter said, "The penalty will be compensated for you. I just don't want to rent it... If this is OK, please try to move out in the next two days..." After that, she quickly left without waiting for me to reply.

I stood there, looking at the things I had packed up from the company in my hand, looking at the home that I was a step away, took a breath, then took out the key and opened the door and walked in.

I got up late today and walked a little anxiously. The slippers at the entrance were still turning out when I walked.

There were still bread I tore open randomly on the table that I forgot to put in the refrigerator.

The cushion on the sofa was crooked and I must have been huddled on the sofa last night and forgot to organize it.

Although I am a little lonely, every part of my family carries the atmosphere of my life.

Prove that I am alive, breath.

When I closed the door and walked into the living room, I stood in the middle of the room in a daze, and for a moment I didn't know what I should do. The door lock suddenly sounded twisting. I turned around and Yi Tian pushed the door open. He didn't even look at me and went straight into the bedroom.

A few minutes later he came out and asked me with a dark face: "Where is my stuff?"

I sighed slightly, "I sorted out your stuff a few days ago and threw it away."

Yi Tian sneered: "You also threw away the documents I put in the drawer?"

I was stunned. The documents in the drawer? How could he put that kind of thing in my place? He was so guarding me like something. Even before I was washing his clothes, I was worried that he would look at me coldly, as if I was thinking about something.

"I remember everything here clearly, I have never seen any documents."

Yi Tian sneered, "Forget it, it's not a big deal anyway, take it if you want it." As he said that, he turned around and wanted to leave.

I suddenly took him forward, ignored his cold eyes as cold as an ice skate, and begged with a hoarse voice: "Yi Tian... Let me live here... just treat it... even for the love of these years..." I was like a humble beggar, begging him to give me a place to sit for me with his kindness and dedication to him over the years. Ha, I finally surrendered. I saw more important than anything else. I wanted to come without any means. The pure and great love I thought was finally treated as a deal by me.

Yi Tian shook my hand away and smiled and said, "Friendship? What kind of love? The love you drugged me? The love you threatened me? Or do I have any other love that I didn't realize?"

I closed my eyes, my whole body was so stiff that I could hardly move. At this moment, I suddenly felt a little regretful, why didn’t I leave any way out for myself? I told Yi Tian, ​​please let me go for the love I have been in the past few years. This is really ridiculous.

After Yi Tian left, the whole room returned to silence, and at this moment, my heart completely calmed down. It doesn’t matter, it’s just a start. As long as I am still alive, isn’t there a word that calls for the end of my suffering? Didn’t someone say “I see happiness because of all the setbacks”? Everything I’m going through now, whether it’s pain or sadness, is my own choice. If I choose the wrong path, this is the consequence I should bear.

Two days later I moved out of that small apartment.

After handing the key to the landlord's wife, he turned around and took a deep look.

This place records the happiest and most painful time in my life. Now that I am leaving, no one will keep or say goodbye. It’s just those cold furniture and appliances. If they have feelings, will they not be able to bear to leave me? Thinking of this, I suddenly felt sad. Before tears came out, I lowered my head and left in a hurry.

This is so sad that I actually want to place my feelings of separation on those dead things.

However, in this world, I am probably the only one who doesn’t even have a friend who can tell you to take care of me before leaving.

I walked up the street with my suitcase and threw away the cowardly self-sadness in my mind. The most important thing now is to find a place to live. I plan to temporarily stay in a cheap hotel in the past few days, and then go to the street to find a rented house that can be stable before considering work.

It's a little late now. I asked about the small hotels on the nearby streets, and the rooms were full. I remembered that there was a shop in a small alley, so I walked around the alley. The more I walked inside, the fewer people, and gradually I could see a dilapidated sign saying "Xingyue Hotel".

I was about to go up the stairs on the right, but suddenly my head hurts, and my eyes fainted as it turned dark. The author has something to say: If you have time, I will bring the articles over there, otherwise some girls will think that I talk too much nonsense, and reading articles here is quieter ==
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