Chapter 222
"Brother Yao, I know you are not an ordinary person, and it is difficult for you to live an ordinary life anymore. If you go to fuck your mother and do this, you won't be sad, right?" Su Yun went to wash her wrists, and Zhang Ya asked.
"Where are you thinking? How could I be sad?"
"Gee, you don't have to lie to me, I can tell it right from the look in your eyes." Zhang Ya retorted with disdain for Yao Bai.
"Okay, you are right. I am not an ordinary person, and I will not live an ordinary life in the future... Sister Ya, you have to find a way out for yourself. You see, the baby is already one year old now.
If there are too many, the children will grow up quickly, and you will need a man to take care of them in the future."
Yao Bai was speaking from his heart. He knew very well that the relationship between him and Zhang Ya was different from that of Xi Yan, Yaoyao, and his godmother. This kind of emotion was between repayment and emptiness-filling emotion. From now on,
There is no room for development.
Zhang Ya herself is very clear about this, but Yao Bai is a good man. She knows that she cannot be worthy of Yao Bai, let alone be with Yao Baitian forever, so she only cares about what she has had in the past, and does not care about what will happen in the future.
"Brother Yao, are you going to give your sister Ya to someone else?" Zhang Ya asked a little sadly.
"Of course not, it's just that I can't give you a future, you should understand."
Yao Bai shook his head and said, the more things he has experienced, the deeper his understanding of emotions will naturally be. He knows which emotions can be retained and which emotions should be kept at a distance. Only in this way can he protect this relationship and protect the fate of Zhang Ya, an ordinary person.
"Of course I understand, but I can't bear to let you go. Can you maintain our relationship while I'm not married?"
"Well, I will always regard you as my sister, and you will always be my Ya sister."
Zhang Ya knew that her life was miserable. The first man she fell in love with was not an ordinary person, and the one she fell in love with now was not. This destined her love to be fruitless. However, her previous vigorous love had such a result.
, it is difficult to rekindle a new love, Yao Bai is the only impulse she wants to pursue.
She really wanted to love passionately again, but time waits for no one. She felt that she was no longer young. She felt that she only had one chance in life, or two at most. This might be her last time.
When Yao Bai told her and Su Yun that he was a cultivator, she looked for a lot of information to learn about cultivation, but she got nothing. All she could find from many ancient texts were myths, and she didn't know much about it.
few.
At night, after Zhang Ya put the baby to sleep, she quietly came to Yao Bai's room.
Yao Bai could naturally hear Zhang Ya's gentle footsteps, and her pretty face waiting quietly at the door, like a bride waiting for her groom to take her to bed, her pretty face shy and nervous.
"Sister Ya, come in."
Yao Bai opened the door and brought Zhang Ya in. Zhang Ya was dressed very young today. In fact, she was also very young. How could someone over twenty-five be called old? What’s more, she took good care of herself and was so young.
Natural beauty.
It's just that the feeling that Zhang Ya gives Yao Bai now is that she is like a school belle on campus, pure and beautiful, and her temperament is completely different from the young woman she used to be.
"Why are you dressed so well tonight? Do you miss me?" Yao Bai said with a bad smile. Indeed, Zhang Ya was so pure today that Yao Bai couldn't bear to do it.
Today, Yao Bai has made his relationship so clear. He already feels guilty towards her and doesn't want to take advantage of her anymore. However, she has shown such willingness and desire. Yao Bai cannot let her down.
"Well... let me give you a good hug and let me feel..."
What Zhang Ya wants to feel is the feeling when she is in love. She does not want her life to be like this, ordinary, living an ordinary life day by day. What she wants is to live young and pursue new life.
feeling.
This is a kind of consciousness of living beings. Every mortal will have a different outlook on life as he gets older. There is nothing wrong or right about this concept. It is just a subconscious way of defining oneself as a mortal. It is natural to accept oneself.
A thing, accept the fact that you will die of old age, without the pursuit of new life...
Yao Bai didn't know why, but he felt Zhang Ya's extraordinary temperament at this moment, but he couldn't tell what it felt like. Anyway, it was a person who gave people a brand new mental outlook.
"Brother Yao, I want to cultivate... Do you have a way for me to practice? No matter how hard or tiring I am, I can accept it!"
"Scared?" Yao Bai was suddenly startled. How could she have such an idea?
"Because... because I don't want to be a mortal, I want to live forever, I want to do something extraordinary in my life, and I don't want to live like an ant in a box..."
Zhang Ya didn't know that his enlightenment had already led to the entry-level mentality of cultivation. The most important thing in cultivation is the mentality. The talent of enlightenment will determine her lifelong cultivation!
Mencius said, when Heaven is about to entrust a great responsibility to a man, he must first strain his mind and will, strain his muscles and bones, starve his body and skin, deplete his body, and mess up his actions, so tempting his mind and forbearance will benefit him in a way that he cannot do.
This means that to fulfill the great mission of God, a person must have the awareness to endure hardships, and finally go through all kinds of tests to strengthen his will and strengthen his abilities that he does not possess.
This is not only a way to experience the will of ordinary people, but also the true meaning of cultivation and the basic rules for getting started. Without a firm heart, let alone cultivation, you will not be able to do even a small thing well.
After listening to Zhang Ya's words, Yao Bai had some thoughts in his heart. Everyone has their own pursuits and decisions. If he can help, he will naturally help. Cultivation is not an easy task, especially for mortals without skills. It is very difficult.
difficulty.
All Yao Bai knows is his own cultivation method. The others are some ancient Xuanwu cultivation methods of various sects. In this vast world, there are many cultivation methods and good temptations. The most important thing is to find the method that suits you.
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"Let me think about it." Yao Bai replied, Zhang Ya nodded, Yiwei was in Yao Bai's arms.
What Zhang Ya said was true. In addition to pursuing the person she loved, she also wanted to pursue a new life! Yao Bai entered the sea of consciousness, and Jiao Wa was already waiting for him.
"Little master, Zhang Ya has the potential to cultivate immortality. I know a lot of cultivation methods. There is also a method that is most suitable for women to practice. I just don't know if she can persist. The important thing is that this practice will require a lot of training in the future.
It’s about elixirs. Without elixirs, it’s difficult to make progress.”
"Tell me, won't I be able to make elixirs in the future? There should be no problem with this." Yao Bai said, if he decides to help Zhang Ya, then the elixir matter will naturally be taken care of.
On my own body.
"The Secret of Health Preservation is a cultivation method that everyone in the world of cultivation knows, but not many people can understand it. This is also the only most suitable way for mortals to cultivate immortality. I will teach it to you first. If you
If it seems feasible, I will pass it on to her."
Chapter completed!