"I just want you to change back."

After hearing this, I became silent for a long time.

And he seemed to immediately do what he said just now - "Don't force me, don't force me", just looking at me quietly, as if he was going to have a long wait.

Wait for me to become back?

I smiled faintly in my heart, and this smile could not be concealed and projected into my eyes. He immediately captured my eyes nervously. Although he didn't say a word or do a movement, his whole breathing was tense. I could almost have a premonition that as long as I say a word of rejection and do a movement of rejection, he would immediately cover my mouth and imprison me.

He is him, not me, nor Liu Qinghan.

His gentleness, no matter how gentle his heart is, will hurt people.

I finally chuckled: "Your Majesty is rich all over the world, and there are countless beauties in the harem. Which one is not better than me? Your Majesty, why bother with Xiaoxiao Yan Qingying?"

He said, "But you, I have only one."

“…”

He stepped forward, supported one hand in my ear, lowered his head, looked at my eyes intently, and said seriously: "I will not ask you for opportunities, nor will I ask you to accept me. No matter what I want, I always fight for it myself and take it back."

“…”

"I will make you come back!"

“…”

"I will win back your heart!"

“…”

I looked at him silently, powerless and helpless.

If I should meet someone the least in my life, and should not be involved in his life, it is probably him. It is like the first time, after I lost my child, I wanted to make a break with him, but what did he say? I would rather hurt each other than be entangled with me for the rest of my life...

Now, we are not young anymore, and my heart has changed. The idea of ​​hurting each other has gradually faded as time goes by. Perhaps, this gives him a more reason to get entangled.

I opened my empty eyes wide: "If your Majesty must do this..."

Before I could finish speaking, he rushed to say, "I must do this, and I can do it!"

I couldn't help but smiled weakly.

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Next, neither of us said anything more. I don’t know what he would do to make me “turn back”, but for me, to get to this point, it’s enough to be myself.

We kept watching the wonderful words until night, but the child never woke up.

Before, I had been sleeping like this for a long time, but this time, because it was the last time I practiced the method of summoning souls, and we all knew what she was going to face, so I became more nervous.

After all, whether it is chaos or peace in the prosperous times, I hope my daughter can be by my side and be a favored child, which is enough.

After the hour of Hai, she was still not awake. My spirit was already very poor. Pei Yuanhao asked me to take a shower and rest, and then eat something, but I refused. He pulled down his face and grabbed my wrist and dragged me away from the bed: "Why are you disobedient!"

I was anxious: "But why is Miaoyan not awake yet?"

"If she wakes up, you won't affect her here, but if you fall down, will she see you like this when she wakes up?"

"I--"

"Light!" He sighed heavily, lowered his head and stared at me. I thought he wanted to rape me, but his tone suddenly became gentle again and said, "I know that you must not have had a good sleep last night for today's business. Today - I have experienced so much, and I have not eaten anything, so your body will not be able to withstand it."

“…”

"I don't allow you to treat yourself like this."

“…”

"Go to take a shower, then have some food, and come back to see her."

“…”

I had known that this person was faster than turning a book, but I saw many people who turned aside, but I had never seen him turn aside like this and become gentle. I was so unconscious that I said: "Your Majesty...?"

He suddenly smiled at me: "I just said, have you forgotten?"

“…”

"Someone is good to you, I can be better than him."

“…”

"I want you to change your heart back, and you will definitely do what you say."

“…”

"Now, I think you must be very tired and exhausted. Go and take a shower, then eat something and take a rest."

Although the person still couldn't keep up with his reaction, I immediately said: "But Miaoyan--"

"I'm here to guard her."

He said, looking at me with a smile: "You are not at ease about other things, are you not at ease either?"

“…”

I was silent for a moment, and knew that I could not refuse this. Besides, I was really tired and would fall down almost at any time, so I nodded and agreed. He immediately ordered and asked someone to prepare a bath for me, and then a few palace maids came over and took me away.

As soon as the emperor ordered, things were done very quickly. After a while, I sat in the warm bath soup.

My skin was washed by the slightly hot bath soup. It was indeed very comfortable, and it made people feel a little better. Although I also knew that my fatigue did not come from my body, but from my heart. Knowing my life experience and my mother's past, all this made me feel a little unbearable. However, Pei Yuanhao "attacked" me at this time. These things suddenly accumulated in my heart like a mountain, making it difficult for me to breathe.

But, I know that I have to worry about more than that.

Xichuan...

I have some things to go back to find my hometown thousands of miles away. If the battle facing Pei Yuanhao is inevitable, then Xichuan must make his own choice before this - no one can survive in such a war.

Also, it's Qinghan...

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! I have not let myself think too much these days because I don’t want to disturb my mind, but this matter may have come to a time when I can’t help but think about it - why did he return Pei Yuanhao’s secret letter?

I knew he was not a person who was profit-loving and even when he fled in a daze, he never forgot to talk to me about the safety of the court. He asked Wen Fengxi to inform Pei Yuanhao about the strangeness of Bohai King. I would not read this person wrong, whether he loves or not.

So, what was the reason for him to do this?

And, I can't help but think about it-

Today I confessed to Pei Yuanhao, and to be honest, if it were in the past, at any moment, I would not dare to do this today; but now I do this, because my identity is no longer the Yue Qingying who can be slaughtered by others. I am Yan Qingying, the eldest lady of the Yan family in Xichuan, the descendant of the princess of the former dynasty, and the person I love is not a small fisherman in Jixiang Village, not an important official suppressed by the emperor, but a leader of a force. He can protect himself... maybe, he can also protect me.

But what after all this?

The world will eventually be peaceful, and my expectations and I are all seeing that day.

But I don't know if we can see that day together.

Thinking of this, I scooped up a handful of water and poured it on my face with force. The heavy impact made me feel a little dazed and a little awake all of a sudden.

Then, I immediately heard a burst of rapid footsteps coming from outside.

So late...

While I was almost thinking, the footsteps stopped outside the door. After a whisper, the bathroom door was pushed open. A little palace maid who had just served me to take a shower ran in and said anxiously: "Miss Yan, get up quickly."

Through a layer of screen, I couldn't see her expression clearly. I only felt a gust of cold wind coming in outside, which made me tremble inexplicably. I hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

"Princess Miaoyan is awake!"

"What!?"

I couldn't believe my ears, and I almost stood up from the bath, but reason stopped me. The little palace maid said happily: "It's true, the words of Eunuch Fu coming to pass on. He is waiting for you outside!"

At this moment, all my worries and thoughts just now were washed away by the news. I was so surprised that I couldn't even explain my words. After eating for a long time, I said, "You, come in quickly and help me!"

"yes!"

She hurriedly called another palace maid, and the two of them came in and helped me out of the bath, barely wiped me out of the bath, and changed into my clothes. Before I could even dry my hair, I didn't care at all. I put my long clothes together and walked out eagerly. Sure enough, I saw Xiao Fuzi standing a few feet below the steps. When I looked up, I saw me coming out, and immediately greeted me with joy: "Miss!"

"Miaoyan is really awake?"

"Yes, when I stood outside, I heard crying."

"Yeah?"

"The emperor immediately asked me to come and pass the message. Miss Yan, let's go back soon. Princess Miaoyan couldn't see you when she woke up, so she was afraid she would cry even harder!"

"Okay! OK! OK!"

I was so excited that I was incoherent that I grabbed his arm and stabilized my trembling body, and hurried forward.

It was already dark, and he was holding a lantern in his hand, which could only faintly shine on the road not far ahead of us, but I felt that there was a light in front of me, and even emptied all the haze brought by what I heard and thought today.

Miaoyan woke up! That’s great, great!

We walked very quickly, blowing my hair that was not dry on my head was chilling, but finally we arrived outside Pei Yuanhao's bedroom. Sure enough, we saw the lights inside, and a group of little palace maids and eunuchs were all around the door. When we saw me, we all came up to congratulate us.

I was overjoyed and had no time to greet them. I walked directly to the door. Xiao Fuzi had already whispered: "Miss Yan is here."

I reached out and pushed the door open.
Chapter completed!