My steps stopped.

The light shone from behind him, probably because his clothes were particularly thin, which made his figure look very thin. When he looked at it, he felt a sense of isolation. When he saw me, a smile immediately subconsciously appeared on his pale face and took a step forward to me.

“Light.”

However, without waiting for me to react, the fearless monk had already taken a step forward: "You bastard, what are you doing here?!"

Pei Yuanxiu looked at him and frowned involuntarily. He said lightly: "Master, I have something to say to Qingying."

"You have nothing to say, get out!"

“…”

"You are not allowed to appear in front of the young lady again!"

“…”

"roll!"

“…”

He didn't say anything, and didn't even move, just looked at me quietly. When the monk Wuwei saw his attitude, he was even more furious and rolled up his sleeves and rushed over.

At this time, I gently pulled his sleeve on his elbow.

It was very light, but the strength in his body seemed to be removed all of a sudden. He immediately stopped and looked back at me: "Miss?"

I looked at him and said softly, "Uncle Wuwei, I have something to say with him."

The fearless monk's thick eyebrows almost twisted together and he said angrily: "What else do you have to say to him?"

I said lightly: "There are some more things to say."

“…”

"After saying it, there is nothing to say."

“…”

Pei Yuanxiu's shoulder twitched slightly, and although Wuwei Monk was angry, he finally suppressed his anger after hearing what I said. He turned to glared at Pei Yuanxiu, and then said, "Then, the eldest lady talked to him, the Sa family was guarding outside and never left."

“…”

"If he dares to drug the young lady again, he will tear him up!"

The word "drug" made Pei Yuanxiu's body tremble slightly.

When Susu heard this, she immediately took a step toward the fearless monk. Although she didn't say anything, she knew that she had to guard outside when she looked at her expression.

The previous time, she was infected with the drug on my behalf, which probably made her very alert.

I nodded at them, then turned around and walked to Pei Yuanxiu.

He looked at me, too.

Perhaps because the night wind blew the lanterns under the eaves, the eyes of both of them seemed a little flickering. I could almost see the constant surging emotions in his eyes, as if they would pour out the next moment.

I said lightly: "Go in."

After saying that, he walked over to him and pushed open the door of the monastery.

Of course, this place was prepared for me in advance. The house was cleaned up, and even the lamp was lit on the table. The rippling of blue smoke rising from the incense burner spread in the air, and you could immediately smell the faint fragrance.

I glanced around the room, then slowly walked to the table, and raised my hand to the seat opposite.

"Please sit down."

“…”

He stood at the door for a moment, gently covered the door with his backhand, and then walked over and sat down.

I sat down, too.

In fact, at this time, the sky was not completely dark, but at a glance, there was a feeling of night coming. The two of them sat facing a candlelight, and the surroundings were so quiet, and there was a sense of loneliness that the world was dark and the only thing I could see was clear.

Once this feeling surges into my heart, it feels like I have fallen into a turbulent vortex.

I don’t know how long it took, and maybe the surroundings were really in darkness. I looked at the candlelight reflected in his eyes and finally, he said, “Do you hate me?”

...

This problem seems to have been encountered by me in my imagination thousands of times.

But at this moment, I suddenly forgot how I prepared and how I practiced.

Feeling my breathing stagnated for a moment, he looked at me and said, "Glowing, do you hate me?"

“…”

I hesitated for a moment and finally said, "I haven't thought about it yet."

A light flashed in his eyes.

I said again, "But at least, I won't forgive you."

“…”

The light flashed away.

He looked at me and didn't speak again for a long time, but I could feel that he had a lot to say, and the Adam's apple kept rolling up and down. After a while, he said in silence: "Do you want to know why I did those things?"

"You do it, of course there are reasons for you."

Hearing my words, he became silent again. After a while, a few folds appeared in his eyebrows: "Don't you ask me?"

"No questions."

"Why?"

I looked at him and said lightly: "I won't ask. Yuan Xiu, I have already thought of many reasons for you. I can get any of your answers."

His eyes flashed: "Then, can you convince you of the reasons you think of?"

"Just convince yourself."

“…”

This time, he was silent for a longer time.

And I didn't have any urging and impatient. I just watched him quietly with a candlelight, lowering his head. The long eyelashes covered his eyes, but even so, I could see his eyes trembling and flickering, as if he was so excited that it was hard to calm down at this moment.

After a long time, he looked up at me and said, "Of course I can convince myself."

“…”

"I did everything before I convinced myself to do it."

I smiled faintly and said, "That's good. What a person is most afraid of is not to deceive others, but to deceive himself. Since you know what you are doing, it's no big deal."

He said, "But I still hope you can understand why I did that."

In fact, what is placed in front of me now is not "whether to listen" or "whether to listen" or "whether to you", but whether I can - even more cruel.

Feeling my stagnation, Pei Yuanxiu looked at me, but only a few feet away, he seemed to be looking at me from a distance, and even his voice seemed so far away.

He said: "Light, be fair to me."

“…”

Hearing this sentence, I couldn't help laughing.

I said, "Yuan Xiu, I am fairer to you than anyone else."

“…”

"Okay, since you want to say it, then you can say it."

I sighed lightly, turned to look aside, through the thin window paper, I could already see that the sky outside was completely dark. The candlelight in front of this room seemed to be the only lightning in the chaos. I turned around and looked into his eyes: "Anyway, we still have this night."

“…”
Chapter completed!