My throat suddenly became stuttered.

When I heard his words, I was not moved by the way he hoped, nor did I feel fear or anger as expected. What suddenly surged into my heart was a deep sense of powerlessness, as if I was deeply trapped in a mud, no matter how hard I struggled, or even struggled for so many years...

I was silent for a while before taking a deep breath and looked up at him:

Just as he was about to speak, he continued, "I know you can't accept everything I do, so - I kept it from you."

“…”

"Just like back then, I hope that I am in your eyes will be a good look."

I felt a twitch in my throat for a moment, and my heart was filled with sorrow, and I couldn't speak.

Actually, I may not know his thoughts.

It should be said that everyone who loves others will have such a mind to give their best side to the other person and decorate themselves in the way they like.

I also understand that he is real and has used his heart.

Seeing my eyes turn red, Pei Yuanxiu's breathing became a little more anxious. He looked at me deeply and said, "Qingying, am I a demon in your eyes now?"

“…”

I blinked and looked up at him.

Behind the candlelight was his pale face. Perhaps this moment was not only a torment for me, but also a torment like purgatory for him.

He killed my friend, instructed Gu Ping to kill Pei Yuanzhen, and took advantage of the opportunity I was looking for Miaoyan to go out to sea to find the Folang machine cannon, and even poisoned Qinghan...

Is he a demon in my eyes?

Did I see him as a cruel and ruthless demon?

...

I didn't speak, and he was waiting quietly, as if a prisoner was waiting for the sentence to be sentenced. He just looked at me, and his originally clear eyes had no temperature except the firelight reflected.

I was silent for a long time, and when I spoke again, my voice was a little hoarse and unconsciously.

I said softly: "Actually, people often look at each other in their own way. If they love someone, even if they do something ordinary, they will try their best to paint it perfectly. If the other party does something wrong, then the first thing they think of is not that he did something wrong, but that they find reasons for him and think of many unscrupulous difficulties."

“…”

"What kind of person we are in each other's eyes may not be the real person we are, but maybe it's just what the other person wants to see."

"Well, what do I look like in your eyes?"

“…”

I looked at him, my eyes flashed slightly because of the swaying candlelight on the table.

After a while, I said, "If all this has not happened, I should still be like a hidden cabinet."

I heard his breath suffocate.

He immediately asked, "What about now?"

Now……?

I lowered my eyes and avoided his gaze, but no matter how I avoided it, his gaze was like the temperature of flames, falling straight on my skin, bringing a burning pain.

I finally said, "I haven't thought about it yet."

“…”

He was stunned again.

This is the same as what I just said - I didn't think about whether to hate him or what.

So, I didn't think about how I looked at him at this moment.

The man in front of me gave me the life that many women in the world wanted, gave me the greatest doting, and saved my daughter. Even at the end of my life, he just thought about me; but he was also doing things that I could not face at all while pampering me, and almost poisoning Qinghan to death...

He is someone I can't simply love, hate, and forgive.

Although I just sat there calmly, the deep wrinkles between my eyebrows had exposed the torment inside. He looked at me for a long time and suddenly said, "Do you know what you look like in my eyes?"

“…”

I was silent for a moment and looked up at him.

"Or, what you look like in the inner cabinet?"

He nodded gently.

"No matter what you have experienced or how long it has passed, in my eyes, you are still what you were like before, and you have never changed."

I smiled faintly, although I was smiling, but my smile was full of sadness: "But we all know that we are no longer what we were at that time."

“…”

"Yuan Xiu, no matter how many memories we have had before, how beautiful those memories are... I can't look back."

“…”

"I won't look back."

"Light..."

"Yuan Xiu," I interrupted him and said solemnly: "You told me everything. I know it is not easy for someone like you. And what I give you tonight is also the truth."

“…”

"I really haven't thought about whether to hate you or what, but I can't forgive you."

“…”

I held the edge of the table with both hands, and used some force to stand up, and then said to him, "You go. We have said everything we can say, and it's over. You have married Miss Han, and even if Qinghan won't return to me, I will not leave again."

“…”

"Yuan Xiu, let's just come here."

He was sitting there blankly. When he heard this, he felt like he was suddenly stabbed into his chest with a needle. He shuddered and looked up at me. I said calmly: "Do you remember that when we two got married, you once joked with me."

“…”

"At that time, you told me not to be so old-fashioned when speaking, because we were getting married, not getting divorced."

His eyes flashed, and I thought he remembered it too. I smiled faintly and said, "Actually, at that time, I never thought that even if I made such a bad joke, I didn't think it was unlucky at all. Because - I never thought that our Two Sessions really came to this point."

“…”

"I just didn't expect that, I really got to this point."

As I said, I picked up the cup on the table, put one in front of him, and the other in front of me, slowly poured a cup of cold water in the pot, and poured me a cup. While doing these things, I said calmly: "Since the two hearts are different and it is difficult to return to one's will, I would like to leave you. I hope you will give it to the bride with the heart of treating me in the past, and from then on, the zither and the throne will be harmonious, the wind and rain will be together, and the white hair will be together."

“…”

"And I also feel that I love you, and I will take care of you in the future."

“…”

I picked up one cup myself and handed the other cup to him-
Chapter completed!