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"I still said the same thing. I swear to Nangong Lizhu that I can follow my oath and return to His Majesty's side."
“…”
"If this is really what Your Majesty asks-"
I didn't finish this sentence.
It’s because I don’t have to finish it, and it’s because I don’t have the strength to finish it.
At this moment, the anxiety and helplessness in my heart became more obvious. It was clearly pitch black, but the pain like a needle in my heart became more and more obvious in such an environment where I couldn't see my fingers, and even spread to my limbs and five bodies, and the pain was like torture.
Actually, I understand why I feel so painful.
No matter what happens afterwards, it is my oath after all. I must abide by it. Pei Yuanhao's words can be released to me for freedom, and similarly, his words can also be turned into a cage and completely imprisoned me.
Pei Yuanhao's hoarse voice rang in the darkness—
"If, what I want?"
“…”
When I heard him say this, I smiled bitterly in despair.
But he still looked at me, and could feel his eyes staring at me tightly, asking, "What if this is what I want?"
“…”
I was silent for a while and said quietly: "People often say that living alone is a sad evening scene, but for me, it is already the best destination."
“…”
"If Your Majesty asks this, I will not only fail to ask for it but I will not be able to live my life, but I am afraid that even loneliness will not be able to ask for it."
In such a dark night, this sentence was like the sharpest and coldest sword in the darkness, which pierced his chest in one go. I couldn't see the expression on his face, but I could clearly hear the princess' voice from his throat, as if the whole person was twitching.
He stood up suddenly and walked out without looking back.
I was still sitting there in a daze, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time. When I heard the tent being lifted up and put it down, a cold wind blew on my face, and after that, his footsteps were far away.
he--
How is it?
He didn't tell me what he wanted me, as if the trial was only halfway through, but he didn't tell me whether to kill me or let me go.
The wind outside was still whistling through this desolate snowfield, just like my mood was ups and downs at this moment, but I couldn't find him to ask. I knew that if these words were replaced by the past, or if anyone else had been dead for thousands of times, I wouldn't be able to force him too much.
However, the anxiety in my heart became more and more serious.
I don't know how long it took, but I sighed.
There was no movement that night, but the strong wind blew and blizzards to the tent, and it felt as if the earth was about to be overturned.
I kept sitting quietly in the darkness, sitting next to Ye Fei's bed, listening to such a turbulent voice.
It was not until dawn that I closed my eyes in a daze for a while.
But, just as I was almost asleep, I suddenly heard a very light and whisper like a mosquito--
"A Lan..., A Lan--"
I was shocked and opened my eyes.
There was still darkness in front of me, but after a moment, I felt a faint light appearing in my sight. I subconsciously reached out and heard the doctor whisper: "Miss Yan, I woke you up."
“…”
"Why did the lady sit here all night? Your body is not good yet, hurry up and go back and rest."
As soon as I looked up, I felt the pain as if the needle was pierced on the back of my neck, but at this time I didn’t have time to care about this, so I just asked, “What’s wrong with him? I seemed to hear him talking.”
"Yes, this young master just said something, but-"
"But what?"
"However, it's just a little stimulation after suffering from pain."
Pain?
I reached out and fumbled carefully, and then I realized that the doctor was giving him an acupuncture. The doctor said that he had given acupuncture on several acupuncture points such as Baihui. The sound I heard just now was just a whisper unconsciously after he suffered from pain.
But, I heard clearly that he was calling "Alan".
He was seriously injured and even fell into a coma without any consciousness, but he was still calling Alan when he was in pain.
I don’t know what kind of torment he suffered inside.
I couldn't help but sigh.
When the doctor heard me sighing, he thought I was feeling uncomfortable, so he said, "Miss Yan is too careless about her body. How can the emperor feel at ease when you do this?"
I asked, "Doctor, what's going on with Mr. Ye now?"
He did not answer me immediately, but carefully pulled the silver needle out of Ye Fei's body, and then worked it on him for a while, probably looking through his eyelids, taking pulses, etc., and then said, "I've been much calmer."
“…?”
Much calmer?
I felt a little confused. He kept lying here quietly. Apart from the unconscious whisper just now, I didn't hear a single sound for the whole night. What's the point of "a lot of calmer"?
Perhaps seeing my thoughts, the doctor said, "Miss Yan doesn't know anything. Although the patient is unconscious and cannot speak, what a doctor needs to see is the pulse. Mr. Ye Fei's pulse yesterday was slim and was as thin as a haircut, which was hard to detect, so his life was worrying; but this time his pulse was much more plain."
I said in surprise: "Then, is he okay?"
"For the time being, life is free."
I immediately breathed a sigh of relief.
Very good!
Although I don’t know what torture he experienced this night and what was disheartening to him, no matter what, his life is guaranteed, and I feel relieved.
The doctor also said, "It's really strange. Did Miss Yan guard him this night? His heart meridians seem to be much better than before."
I thought about it and nothing really happened, except for the words Pei Yuanhao and I said in this tent.
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The doctor was also a little strange, but he quickly said: "No matter what, it is a good thing that he can survive."
I hurriedly said, "Thank you."
The doctor said, "It's all my duty. Miss Yan should go to rest earlier. I heard that the emperor is going back today. Miss Yan is so weak. If she travels a long distance, she will probably not be able to hold on."
I was stunned for a moment: "His Majesty the Emperor is going back?"
"Yes."
“…”
I thought about it, then nodded and said, "I understand."
The doctor packed up his medicine box, gave me a few more words, and then turned around and walked out.
I turned around and carefully reached out to touch Ye Fei's nose, and stumbled his breathing. Although it was weak, it was still stable.
I said softly, "That's fine."
“…”
"It's good to survive."
“…”
"Ye Fei, you don't know how important it is to survive."
“…”
"You don't know how important it is to others to survive."
He still didn't respond at all, and I knew he could not respond to me. But at this moment, I felt his breathing heavier, which made the huge rock pressing on my heart relax a little.
Yes... how important it is to survive.
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Perhaps it was because Pei Yuanhao was about to go back, and there was another turmoil outside. No one came in to disturb me for a long time. Or later, a servant came in to deliver food to me, and I suddenly remembered that I hadn't eaten for a long time.
No wonder I don’t have much strength.
Because of that fire, the things in the camp were basically burned out, and the food they were not delivered was fine food, but a little thin porridge, but for me, I drank half a bowl and felt much more comfortable.
At this time, someone walked in from outside.
As soon as I heard the footsteps, I whispered: "Uncle Iron-faced Wang."
The Iron-faced King walked to the bed and said, "I heard you stayed here all night."
"Um."
"Who is this person worth your trouble?"
"He saved our lives."
To be continued...