Seeing Yun Sang's confused look on his face, Ye Jinghan held her hand tightly and said, "The first time I secretly kissed you was when you were drunk for the first time. That day, we had a group of people together for dinner, and you also secretly drank a few glasses, but your alcohol tolerance was really not very good. After drinking a few glasses of yellow soup, it made a lot of jokes."

Yunsang remembers this, because later, Brother Xiao Hei and Xiao Kui told her.

Xiaokui also asked her to drink less in the future because she was so crazy after drinking.

She was really drunk at that time, so she didn't know what she had done. But when she woke up the next day, she was in Ye Jinghan's private apartment... Ye Jinghan laughed warmly and said, "That day, you insisted on going home with me, and I was afraid that your parents would worry, so she brought you drunk back to me.

You know, I like quietness, so my private apartment is home to no one.

That day... you vomited all over your body. The next day I told you that it was the clothes my aunt changed for you, but in fact, I did it for you. That was the first time I saw it..." Yun Sang's face suddenly turned red: "Okay, I almost know, stop talking."

Ye Jinghan shook his head: "Sangsang, you don't know. Not only did I secretly kiss you for the first time that night, we did more than you imagined, but later, I stopped because you were still young at that time, and I was stupid at that time that I couldn't help but feel that the reason why I couldn't help myself with you was just because I saw you're "honest"."

He said, sighing heavily: "Sangsang, how confused you think I can be, a man will secretly kiss a woman, and how much he should like it in his heart.

But I... actually found such a ridiculous reason for myself, and naturally accepted your pursuit of me, but never refused to admit my feelings for you in my heart.

I even selfishly believe that even if I don’t like you, we will definitely get married. You are just me and you can’t be with others. You say that you have such obvious possessiveness and such profound emotions. Why do I just..." Ye Jinghan looked at Yun Sang with a bitter face and stared at Yun Sang in a daze: "It’s all my fault. Seeing that I was sober at the beginning and admitted my feelings earlier, we wouldn’t have had so many things happen to us later, right?"

Yun Sang lowered his eyes, pulled his left hand out of his palm, raised his right hand, and gently stroked his left hand.

There was still the dampness and heat stained with the fever in his palm.

After the two were silent for a long time, Yunsang did not look at him and asked lightly: "Mr. Cheng said... you committed suicide in your last life, why did you commit suicide?"

Ye Jinghan was stunned for a moment and didn't say anything.

He didn't expect that Cheng Che had talked so much with Sangsang... He had never thought of telling Sangsang these things.

Yun Sang turned his eyes to him and asked with a serious look on his face: "If you want to commit suicide, there must be a reason. Did you feel guilty because you know the truth and know that you wronged me?"

Ye Jinghan raised his hand and gently put it in his heart: "I feel guilty, but what makes me even more painful is that when you leave, I realize that without you, my heart will die. I can't live alone at all, because every minute and every second I still breathe is too painful, too regretful, too painful, I... want to ask for liberation and want to go to accompany you."

After hearing these words, Yun Sang was completely moved. It’s a pity that he woke up too late.

Yun Sang exhaled, his eyes covered with bitterness that was hard to hide: "What if... you didn't know the truth later?

What will happen to you?"
Chapter completed!