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Chapter 1138 I don't want to escape anymore

Ye Jinghan looked at her: "Knowing the truth only makes me regret and guilt about you in my heart, but this is not the reason why I can survive if I lose you. Sangsang, you may not believe it, but I can't survive. It's really just because... I can't live without you."

Yunsang doesn't believe it.

If he doesn't know the truth, how could he regret it and how could he not survive?

Ye Jinghan saw the doubts in Yun Sang's eyes, and he said seriously: "Sang Sang, I was confused in my previous life. But because I heard the instigation of others, I decided that you left me and I couldn't stand your betrayal. I always thought that even if the whole world betrayed me, you would not leave me."

Ye Jinghan closed his eyes, feeling upset because of the stupidity of his previous life: "I took it for granted that you are mine, so your betrayal made me hate you to the core. At that time... I was probably crazy, and I always felt that I was the victim."

Yunsang remembered the past and felt bitterness in his eyes: "I said that even if you believe me once, we will never go to that point, but... you have never trusted me."

"It was me wrong. The evidence in my hand made me..." Ye Jinghan said, and suddenly shook his head with a silence: "No, it's meaningless to argue about these things now. Isn't it me who believed the evidence provided to me by Ye Hui?

If I insisted on not believing, none of these things would have happened.”

Yunsang knew how trust Ye Jinghan trusted Ye Hui in life.

Although she was also surprised by Ye Hui's betrayal, she felt more aggrieved and heartbroken now.

Just because of those false charges, Ye Hui and Han Tengyi made use of villains like Xu Shan to succeed.

Their good life and a bright future were all destroyed... Yun Sang raised his hand and gently covered his eyes. After a moment, she let go of her hand, looked at Ye Jinghan, and whispered: "Okay, don't mention those things, it will only increase the pain in her heart."

Ye Jinghan smiled bitterly: "Actually you are right. Even if you forgive me, even if we are together, we will still be unable to let go of the entanglements of our previous lives. But Sangsang, even so, I still want to be with you."

Yunsang looked at him without saying a word.

Ye Jinghan's lips were covered with unconcealed sadness: "I always felt that God gave me a chance to live again because I wanted to atone for my sins.

You may never forgive me for your whole life, or you may never be able to let go, but I cannot give up your sins just because you are unwilling to forgive and cannot let go. If I really give up, then I really have no need to live in this world."

Ye Jinghan said, holding Yunsang's hand again: "Even if... even if you think I am selfish, I don't want to escape anymore. The pain in my heart has not decreased in the past few days after leaving you. I really feel pain.

If my departure can really make you happy, then I will admit it, but the truth is not.

Sangsang, even if you don’t admit it, you should know very well in your heart that you are really not happy, right?"

Yunsang looked away, lowered his eyes, and the hand he had clamped into his palm tightly in his hand.

She doesn't want to lie, she is indeed unhappy.

Or, from the day she knew she was reborn, she had always lived a very disappointing life, except for being glad that Yu's family was still alive and had the motivation to protect her family.

Because... I can't be happy in my heart.

She also wanted to be the carefree Yunsang who used to be the carefree and could even smile without any slightest.

But... God seemed to be deliberately teasing her, but she just asked her to come back with all her memories... She didn't know who in this world can live happily in this life with such memories... But is her unhappiness really blamed on Ye Jinghan's head?
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