Xie Gu's heart thumped and he couldn't speak anymore, "What does this... mean?"

Fandu looked at him, "meaning, no matter what you do, I won't be really angry."

Xie Gu's fingers rubbed the corner of his clothes, and he couldn't believe it, "Really...really?"

Fandu looked at him with a smile on his eyes, "Yeah."

The next second, Xie Gu rushed up, kissed his lips heavily, and sucked hard.

Fandu's pupils dilated in an instant.

Thank you for your husband's kiss, and touched your mouth and smiled, "You promised not to be angry."

Fandu raised his palm and was about to twitch him. Xie Gu closed his eyes, hugged his head with both hands and subconsciously avoided.

His subconscious reaction stinged Fan Du's eyes. His chest fluctuated violently twice, and he let out a deep breath, "Just...are you afraid I will hit you?"

Xie Gu's lips moved, "...No."

Fandu frowned, "There were many people hitting you before?"

Xie Gu stopped talking.

He subconsciously protected himself when he was beaten, which has become his instinctive reaction.

He also showed off his own strength, "I will be beaten to the school's great career."

"I'll tell you what happened when I was a child." Fandu just wanted to dig deeper, "You can also tell me what happened when I was a child."

He paused and said something he had been worried about, "Why are you afraid that others would hug you?"

"Ah?" Xie Gu was stunned for a moment and subconsciously retorted, "No, have you hugged me many times?"

"When the teaching department we were asked to hug for five minutes when we first met, we were trembling as soon as I met you." Fandu looked at him, "and many of the hugs afterwards were caught off guard. When you hug you were just a piece of wood."

Xie Gu whispered, "Didn't I still hug you on my own initiative..."

"Have you ever hugged other people besides me?" Fan Du had to know the answer, "Chen Xuyang said, you never allow others to hug you."

Xie Gu said nothing, "I..."

"Why?" Fandu held his hand, "Is it related to your parents?"

"I..." Xie Gu's lips trembled twice, "When I was a child..."

Memories alone almost exhausted all his strength. Xie Gu sniffed, "Hold me, I'll tell you."

Fandu opened his arms and asked Xie Gu to lean against his chest, his arms tightly closed, and he hugged him.

"My mom... the lady from a wealthy family fell in love with my dad, but my dad..." Xie Gu gritted his teeth, "It's just a beast."

"After five years of marriage, my mother was driven crazy by him. She really got crazy. She set a strict schedule every day, including when to feed me and when to coax me to bed... Even if she is a second late, she will be beaten."

"Under such severe pressure, my mother's spirits became worse and worse, and she was even so dazed that she couldn't even recognize me. Then my father's beast divorced my mother on the grounds of a serious mental illness, married a mistress, and gave birth to a son."

"In order to marry him, my mother has cut off relations with her family. After being kicked out of the house, I don't know where she went, where she was wandering, and whether she had food to eat. During this period, we moved again, and I can't find my mother again."

"But two years later, when I was five years old, she magically appeared in my garden. She turned into a beast-shaped cat. She was suffering from severe cat moss. Her hair was gone, she was skinny, covered in scars, and her wounds were all stinky."

Xie Gu even more swallowed, "But I still recognized her at a glance, that's my mother."

"She just wanted to see me, but the servants at home did not allow such a dirty stray cat to approach me, and wanted to drive her away frantically. The tearing movement was too big. She thought these people were going to hurt me, so she protected me with her teeth and claws, and did not allow anyone to approach me, and scratched several people."

Fandu had already thought about what was going to happen next, and his breathing became heavier, "Social iron law, animal shape...no harm is allowed..."

Xie Gu was already crying, "She was killed..."

"I will never forget the tabby cat who has been hit by several bullets in my life, struggled to climb into my arms, hugged me hard, and even if I die, I will protect me..."

"That's what I've got in my life...the last hug from my mother."

Fandu no longer knew what to say. He had never had a hug from his mother, and although Xie Gu had it, it was... not as good as not.

At the same time, he remembered another thing. Xie Gu took him to the street for dinner in an animal shape and met Gao Tianyuan and the others. When he knew that He Sheng called the police, would Xie Gu think of his mother?

The childhood nightmare is happening in front of you again...

"My father... he is violent and can't control his temper... his stepmother is not like my mother, she can only rely on him. Whenever my father beats someone, he will carry her son back to his parents' home, and only me and my father are left at home..."

"I met my third brother and Teacher Yu on the way home, and I was taken in. Later, my third brother accepted me as his apprentice and taught me a tattoo." Xie Gu's face was full of tears, and he wanted to explain, "I... didn't do anything miserable, I'm pretty good now, really... I don't care about the past..."

Fandu blocked his mouth with his lips and tongue.

This time it was Xie Gu's turn to open his pupils widened.

"You must..." Fandu complained to him, "Does it make me feel so distressed?"

Xie Gu explained, "I don't..."

Fandu pressed the back of his head and put his head on his neck. He felt like a wall that could shelter from the wind and rain. He hugged Xie Gu firmly. He pressed Xie Gu's ears and shaking his eardrums with a low voice, "I want to... eliminate your fear of embracing little by little..."

"You want..." Xie Gu's ears turned red sensitively, and he couldn't even say anything, "What are you doing..."

Fandu whispered, "I want you... to embrace the whole world with great openness."

"My boy only needs to move forward forever...the only thing that chases him is the wind and sunshine, and there will be no...there is no shadow."

The softest part of Xie Gu's heart was pinched by Fan Du's words, sour and bitter. The grievance that he had suppressed for many years broke out at this moment, and tears couldn't stop flowing, "What are you doing..."

He wiped his eyes hard with the back of his hand, feeling that he had never been so embarrassing. The school bully is known for being cool, but he didn't expect that he would miss his horse in Fandu repeatedly, "Why do you have to make me cry... Is it true that the cat has shed hair too much?"

"I will never let the cat cry again." Fandu's voice was low, with a little hoarseness in his voice, "Cry again... I'll lick you the tears."

Xie Gu had never cried like this in his life. He directly dehydrated himself and lay on the bed crying. Fandu held an ice pack in one hand to apply his eyes and a cup in the other hand to feed him electrolyte water.

"Stop crying." Fandu no longer knew how to comfort him, "If you cry, you won't have enough water to drink. I can only get you water from the faucet."

"It's all your fault..." Xie Gu kept crying, "You have to be responsible to the end..."

Fan Du was speechless, "You made it seem like I raped you..."

Xie Gu looked at him, "Why did I stop you? I'm just silly in front of you, but you just let Ma Nanshan."

"Damn..." He was shocked after saying that, "I actually used two idioms in one breath!!!"

Fandu sighed deeply and pressed him back onto the pillow, "Lying down honestly."

Xie Gu lay on the bed, then moved his nose and sniffed the air, "Hey? Are you smoking too much cigarette? Why is the smoke smell a little too much?"

Fan Duxin said Xie Gu and she cried and had hallucinations, "I'm just busy with you, where do you get the time to smoke?"

Xie Gu was quiet for a while and smelled the smoke again, "No, this must be someone smoking, it smells so big."

Fandu put down the things in his hand and went to open the window, "Then I'll open the window for ventilation."

Xie Gu hurriedly stopped him, "Forget it, it must be the people in the room next to him who smoked. When the window opened, the smell of smoke came over."

Fandu also felt something was wrong at this time. He touched his forehead, as if he had a little fever.

Fortunately, he prepared the usual medicine, took out the medical bag, swallowed a cold medicine himself, and coughed twice, "Don't get close to me, I may feel a little cat."

"Ah?" Xie Gu got off the bed and gave him a seat, "Then you can lie down quickly."

Fandu lay on the bed, Xie Gu covered him with a quilt, reached out and touched his forehead, "Damn, why are you so hot?"

"I..." Fandu couldn't actually feel how hot she was. "I'm quite hot, not as cold as I catch a cold."

"Fuck..." Xie Gu was stunned, "You're burning out, right?"

He wanted to dial 120 with his mobile phone, "No, no, I have to go to the hospital..."

"Forget it, it's so troublesome. I've taken medicine." Fandu closed his eyes, "I'll sleep for a while."

More than ten minutes later, Fandu fell asleep, but his breathing was not long, but rapid and breathing.

Xie Gu was really worried about him, so he lay cautiously beside him, hugging him tightly like an octopus to ensure that Fan Du would not turn over and lift the quilt.

But something was getting worse and worse for Fandu. His skin was burned and red, and even big drops of sweat oozed out of his forehead, wetting the hair on his forehead.

At the same time, a large amount of pheromone burst out from his body, and the smell of smoke was like waves.

Xie Gu finally realized what was happening to Fan Du. He didn't have a cold or fever at all...

He woke Fandu carefully, looked at his red eyes, and rolled up and down with difficulty, "You..."
Chapter completed!